02.02.06

Hell’s own heaven

Posted in when the sun goes down. at 4:20 pm by AltF

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Breathe in the smoke, what these people call heaven. Feel the darkness surround you, also known as ignorance.

Watch out! Don’t trip over that guy he’s all sloshed out and might just break your head. Leave that girl alone; let her cry her boyfriend just got married leaving her to die. She’s dying, the other pretty thing in the corner, her blood’s all rotten up doctor says another two months.

What?! Can’t hear you, don’t be scared they won’t harm. You are one of us now.
No not everyone here is a devotee, this 15 year old just started. He’s doing well, a couple of snorts and he’ll be ours.
You still got fear in you eyes; no don’t look at me like that! It’s easier this way, trust this, this is your oxygen. Let it fill you, giving you new life. Your new God, careful its powerful. Let the fumes guide you; let this dust be your new earth.

C’mon don’t stop! This is your elixir, your last oasis.

NO!! Don’t think what they’ll think. You are the master, tighten the reigns dip your neck and sway. Feel the music entering your veins, lose yourself in the trance. That’s better look at that bloke over there; he’s your new partner.
Me? I am a loner; we all are but together still. Buzzing in your head? Let it spread just few more seconds and you will master the universe itself. Close your eyes let the blackness engulf you that’s where our peace lies.

RIP, my friend…

Mansi Raj Singh

Me back to me

Posted in rap n poesy. at 4:18 pm by AltF

Terse bittersweet symphony
Love’s passerby winked at me
I got fooled and believed
Touched the water
The image faltered
My heart’s going wild
Times are bad
Don’t let me out
Just broke the mould
This ain’t love
This ain’t passion
This ain’t anything
But compassion
Needless liaisons
Was just my fashion
It still hurt that mad
Never thought
My acts would react
Fooled myself fooled them
Those who thought I loved
Stop giving was what they said
Now I counter what I did
Played along all these years
Offending my dear ones
Forgive me my pals
Coz guess who’s back
Crazy chick’s been gone too long
She’s back
Coz me is on track

Mansi Raj Singh

Walk on

Posted in rap n poesy. at 4:17 pm by AltF

Times like these I fear I might lose it all,
Psychic allusions make me go on,
Love’s not lost
Not at all
Broke my heart a million times
Still with my head up
I walk on…

Nobody’s been good to me
Yet I forgive and don’t frown
Something inside lets go
Grudges don’t last long
Still with my pride up
I walk on…

No games; no gimmicks
Not pretending to be sweet
It ain’t no fun being sad
Let it go
Hum the new tune
Forget what’s done
Walk on…

It’s just so mundane
Living in this pain
With your eyes shining bright
And path upright
Jam along
Walking ain’t no kewl no more

Mansi Raj Singh