The battle within my head ,
Prayers left unsaid ,
To god I cant talk ,
Till my death I should walk ,
Cause I’m a sinner ,
I’m  a thief ,
And he wants me to weep ,
He takes me high  when he takes me low ,
And plays with my ego .
He gives me hope ,
Yes he slips a few ,
When I wonder and feel blue ,
He lures and almost succeeds,
As he knows all my deeds,
He begs me to beg,
He pleads me to plead ,
‘Cause in this world of grass ,
I’m a weed ,
He takes me high ,
He’s too slow ,
Fiddling with my ego ,
Its been this way for quite a while,
I always though t it s just another mile ,
Just one more day ,
Just one more night ,
Cause I now,
And feel right ,
But now I feel after years of contemplation ,
My life has been nothing but an obligation ,
And now if there Is no recreation,
I was better off at hibernation ,
I look in shock when fools galore,
They , They disgust my ego ,
This ego of mine has another side,
Which from the world I hide,
It longs to live,
It yearns to thrive,
But under the circumstances it barely survives,
Just u wait n I will show
I will even kill god with my ego

Manish Joshi